today I had a struggle I haven’t had in any day since I’ve taken this journey. I’ve been in hardmode since 18 days ago. I’m also married but my wife’s been sick, on her period.. etc.. I think what happened was a trigger. I ate some chocolate which I have not been eating for some time and boom! The urge came back... I prayed hard, confided in a close friend and was helped to control myself. 1 Thessalonians 4:22,23 helped a lot too.