Day 16/30 Woahh we're halfway there, WOOOAAH LIVIN ON A PRAYER Got some bad urges today. I'm getting really curious about what's "new" in terms of P but like I said in my reset post, there really is no "new" P. At the end of the day it's all the same. So why should I ruin this streak? I'll pull through tonight. Godspeed Gentlemen.
-- Day 1. I've been away for a couple of weeks, but I've been counting my days. My best streak in this period has been 5 days. I'll try to post here more frequently. Fortunatedly, I didn't watch P in a while and enjoyed reality; however, I still must spend less time using electronics.
DAY 27 / 30 OMGGGGG!! This is getting insaaaaaane. Just looking at donuts in a glass case makes me tingle. LOLOL. My inner tendency at self-sabotage is actually an extremely fierce dragon that I didn't know the strength of. I thought that these last few days would be smooth sailing but they are VERY intense. So, sorry for the dropout there for a couple days during the holidays. I have being keeping my promise, just not checking in here. So I'm back. One of my main motivators has been my desire for YEARS to get a piercing as a reward for 30 days of NoFap. And his month, my brothers and sisters, I will be doing it. 3 days left. I will fight every last impulse to sabotage myself at this last stage. I commit to you today, through the help of our mutual Higher Power, that JUST FOR TODAY, I will not engage in PMO, and I will be diligent to root out misleading thoughts and subtle habits of action which may lead me toward PMO.
Day 14, i had a bit of urge last night probably because of a sweet drink i drank also. I controlled myself.We move, nothing stopping us!
The end of a challenge can program your mind and body to anticipate an end to what is been going through... NOW is the time to take up the next challenge. Visualize yourself being the way you want to be and see if it helps. See yourself continuing this way of life with Gods blessing (Psalm 34:8) It also helps to visualize the monster your fighting... give it a face, then reduce him to size, this is your mind. Make him puny and then slay him. Taking something intangible and seeing yourself defeat it really does work. I use it often. Day 18 (26 personal) *fistbump*
Day 18/30 Progress feels really slow. Today I've been getting particularly strong urges. I've had the "oh come one what if" this and that thoughts but I gotta convince myself that at the end of the day P is P no matter the medium and thus a fail a fail. I'll make it through at least tonight anyway. Godspeed Gentlemen. Godspeed.