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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 2, 2017.
Day 9 of 30. More sexual dreams last night. Unlike the last 2 times that have occurred over the last month I almost blew it this morning. Visuals kept pouring in and I couldn't turn them off. Actually, I could have turned them off but I had to choose. I finally put on my headphones and listened to music to get back to sleep. Once awake, after the alarm went off, I almost blew it again and started edging. I wanted what I felt in the dream. I had to quickly get dressed. I am out of town on Wednesday with a shitload of work to do until then. I have to find time to put in some crucial recovery work.
day 1 here, gonna give it my all and get to day 30! It's gonna feel amazing.
Was on nofap a while, then gave in to PMO for the last 2 weeks, and my lifestyle, mood, enthusiasm, relationships and concentration have been demolished, however there is still a lot of hope, and if I can even make it to 1week on this lifestyle, that will help me sort my life out.
(day 15 in total. That is my new personal best. I have to keep going!)
Day 22: I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like my libido has decreased, or isn't as strong as it use to be? I don't know if the urges, which is essentially being horny, are what I'm referring to. Maybe they're two different things?
Anyways, so far It's been going good. Feels kinda unreal that it was 3 weeks ago that I started this challenge. I've never made it that far in nofap, so 3 weeks seems like forever ago.
I’m doing it.
Day 16 of Day 30. I don't think I can do this anymore
I like to hear this. Keep going. I think it's normal because decreased libido is one of the phases we're supposed to go through. People call it flatlining, a period where the brain seems to rewire itself. But to admit it, I'm also feeling kind of strange at the moment. I hope this will pass, together we can make it!
Day 17 of Day 30... Im getting too much temptation to look at a porn video or Masturbate... it's just so hard to fight off.. I looked a porn nude today
Day 10 of 30. Disaster is imminent unless I pour myself into some recovery work tonight. Of course I still have the major thing I have to get done for work again tonight. I can make it through tonight with no PMO because of my work demands but when I hit the hotel tomorrow night for a business trip it could be game over. I need to see past tomorrow to what like can be like with no PMO because it will beat the hell out of life with PMO. I am nearly at 60 days with no PMO. You would would think to hit that milestone would be enough to keep me going but I'm not feeling it.