This is why I hate Relapsing.. I Blew even Day 1 now I have to Start again tomorrow... I hate Myself PM addict sef
Don’t lose faith, if other people can do it, why can’t you? Do they have something you dont? You can do it just push deeper
Day 28: Oh jeez, I've been absent the past two days, didn't have my laptop on me, but i'd be lying if i didn't say I had a difficult time trying not to relapse. The urge came to me really strong, which I didn't expect. By force or sheer will, I somehow made it past those two days and didn't relapse. I'm glad because I'm so close to finishing this challenge, only a few more days left and I will attempt a 3 month challenge (90 days). I just kept thinking I have to resist, resist against the temptation, fuck it was hard (literally and figuratively). Keep pushing guys, resist !
Hell no! There are better things waiting for you, man. Don't let failure consume you, instead keep learning and never giving up! So what if you tried multiple times and didn't make it through, what matters is that you're still bettering yourself and trying. Fail as many times as you like, each time is a lesson. But the moment you stop trying, you prevent yourself learning. The fact that you kept going, even if you relapsed just 1 day after, means you're strong. The more you fail, the more it'll get easier, just trust the process. So, don't take it so hard, you got this. We'll kick PMO addiction out together.
Crap. Couldn't even make it a day. I am having a difficult time getting my feet back under me from the time I relapsed last week. I am going to do small baby step challenges in order to make this one. I am doing the one day challenge for the next several days. After that I will do the 3 day. I just need to wrap my head around going one day for now.
