Day 0. Without P: day 3. I've thought about keeping this format because to me it's usually easier to abstain from P so I would be more motivated. I had many urges and relapses during this absent period. I've been unmotivated to do college assignments, but I think it's a combination of many factors. -- I'm finally posting here and it's really good to keep myself accountable. Thank you guys for holding up and for always supporting everyone here. Good luck on your journey, may God bless us!