Greetings folks, This is my first time posting here in this amazing website. I kept accessing here and reading a lot of inspiring stories since I really suffered, and still suffering from this issue. My greatest streak was sadly 7 days only. My urges are super strong, I lose it every time I decide to stop, especially for MO. I'm no P user. But MO was always the problem. The real problem began when I was at high school, I'm 24 now with no job. At high school I was a real addict to M, my grades were the worst ever. My understanding, observation, memory and vision were all screwed up. Before that, i was really something special. I was always the best in class when I was younger. Today, I finished college, still having the same M issue. Could've done better I know into my self deep down there. My best time of all these years? THAT 7 DAYS STREAK. You know why? Lemme tell you: First, I'm having some serious anxiety episodes that sometimes make me lose my breath. I panic a lot, I guess because of M. My hair is pretty weak and messy. But those 7 days made the whole difference!! 1: I started to regain my confidence and self-esteem, felt like nothing before long ago. 2: I got my first job interview ever! And guess what! I nailed it + didn't suffer from any sort of panic attacks or anxiety, which was super cool! 3: My thinking was sharp, could deal with conversations way more smoothly. Felt like my mind had went back home after a long journey of nothingness. 4: Much more productive. 5: Less + Sufficient sleep. 6: Better hair, skin, eyesight. Today, I promise myself that I'm pushing it more, can't wait to see what the future unfolds for me when I reach my first 30 days! I believe it's like a pay back for me fighting this evil. This is day 2 out of 30. See you at day 10-15.