I kept pretty good track of my pornography use in the past two years. During that time, I had a few streaks in the 27 to 33 day range. But every time I would get that level, I would relapse. And I would relapse hard and quickly and a lot. This time feels different. It feels like I've broken through another level. When I look back on the past four months, I've only had 8 relpases leading to this long streak. And if we're being honest, it was really two binges of three days in a row a piece and then two separate incidents. Before that when I had long streaks it would take me so long to get back and I would have a lot of relapses in between. I'm about to crack my longest streak of this current incarnation and get past 33 days. I feel like once I get there I will have another chapter in my life opened up.