I have never had a gf. Only have a few friends. Very introverted nature. So what does it feel like to have 36+ days? many say that a burden is lifted after 30 days. I agree. I almost have no thought of porn, masterbation, and I easily call out and stop urges. I am more confident around people and with activities. Also, any urges can be brought down by the sheer size of your streak. The whole " you are so far" mentally. Never give up and keep trying no matter how many times it takes.