30 of 90 hard mode

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Bosonman, Jun 3, 2016.

  1. Bosonman

    Bosonman Fapstronaut

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    Hi
    I'm on day 30 of 90 and been in hard mode. I'm 34 and healthy and was married for 9 1/2 years with only having sex with the wife 20 times. I know insane. Two years ago I couldn't take it anymore and got out but had relied on PMO for a long time.
    I had not had any sex for two years and met a great girl that I was crazy for and I couldn't get it up. It finally worked two weeks in several times then one night it went down right before intercourse. A series of issues lead us to not trying and she became distant. During this time I learned of NoFap and went hard mode for 25 days when she told me she needed the sex to be organic.
    So now I'm on a mission to reset. I only PMO once a week up until a year ago when I started everyday. I believe that caused my PIED.
    Good news! 30 days in I have zero desire to PMO and have been getting morning wood again. I'm working more and have more energy. I feel confident and like a normal human. I feel the next time I O will be with a women. I'm a little nervous I won't be able to get it up after this time in hard mode or after I O I won't be able to again after some time has passed but that's a minor complaint compared to how I feel now.
    I wish the girl would have stuck around as I feel I could go off hard mode now. Her loss.

    I wonder if I really had PIED because I have zero desire to ever watch porn again.
     
  2. Septimus

    Septimus Fapstronaut

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    Welcome, and congratulations on 30 days!
     
  3. Bosonman

    Bosonman Fapstronaut

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    Thanks I feel great and congrats on your almost 1 year!