Believe007
Fapstronaut
Today is the 301st day of no PMO. Never imagined I’d get this far!
Have I been tempted recently to look at P recently? Not really, the light feels as if it’s gone out on that urge, also feels like the trans urge has diminished . Ended up on a chat site a few times recently but after a few messages I end up shutting it down realising I don’t want to screw this up.
The self loathing that comes with hours of edging resulting in PMO has not been missed. It’s definitely noticeable not having that feeling which did last for days sometimes.
Next goal is to Jan 1st 2021 and then onto 365 days!
Have I been tempted recently to look at P recently? Not really, the light feels as if it’s gone out on that urge, also feels like the trans urge has diminished . Ended up on a chat site a few times recently but after a few messages I end up shutting it down realising I don’t want to screw this up.
The self loathing that comes with hours of edging resulting in PMO has not been missed. It’s definitely noticeable not having that feeling which did last for days sometimes.
Next goal is to Jan 1st 2021 and then onto 365 days!