I'm just starting this journey. I'd like to find an AP like me. I'm looking for a married bisexual man in a relationship with a good woman. Additionally, I'm looking for someone who is dealing with or has dealt with extreme sexual, physical, and emotional trauma at a very early age. Hopefully, I can find someone who's been doing this for a while. I feel lost. I also hope to find someone who has dealt with the cuckold/sissy/hypno rabbit hole and/or someone who has fetishized the things that happened to them with forced bi or gay porn. I've completely fucked up my relationship.