Hey guys, just thought I would give an update on my second date with the woman from before, Amber. I detailed more on my journal so I will just put the short version here. The short version is the date went well, got physical and I failed to maintain an erection. I honestly failed to understand the depth of my addiction and that reality came crashing down on me tonight. The one thing I spent a lifetime worrying would happen, happened, I could not perform. But the one thing reality had that my fears did not is Amber. After it became clear that I was not going to perform I came clean about several things, one of which being nofap and my porn addiction. She understood perfectly, she did not have to understand, but she did and after some talking she simply told me she was not going anywhere. My problem did not scare her and even after she went home for the night she began researching nofap and porn addiction as we texted each other talking about the night. She was okay with me being a virgin, my scars, my addiction, my problems. So as I said in my journal I am now more dedicated to nofap than ever and with the help of others I want to go forward stronger than ever. Honestly I don't even know if I am still a virgin or not anymore, not sure i care. We did other things, I was there for her more than she anticipated and that was lot of fun and I am glad I could do things for her. I don't think I thought the ED or PIED part would affect me once I had a naked girlnin front of me, but it did and it sucked but I won't let it bother me moving forward. Anyway I would enjoy any comments, advice or other. Thanks.