Few months ago I managed to have nofap for almost 3 weeks. something crazy happen, my curly hair became smooth as hell, never seen it before almost no hair loss.. I did my workouts, healthy food etc and I looked so damn good. many girls tried to hit me and I felt great.
I surrendered to the fapping again.. every day, I just bent back in time and feel so bad day after. my eyes hurting, my hair look like a mess (and I got pain when I touch my hair and losing so much hair it's insane), I feel weak and sleepy and also some times bone pain.
How can I end this? every time I see a sexy girl, instead of approaching her (because my confidence is low as I feel like crap) I just go home and fap.
On another note,
2 years ago was my last relationship (1.5 year long) and we had sex every day, close and intimate sex, we were inlove. I'd even say there was a chance I was addicted to a sex with her. I don't recall feeling the same way I feel now when I fap.
Why is that? how does it make sense?....
I surrendered to the fapping again.. every day, I just bent back in time and feel so bad day after. my eyes hurting, my hair look like a mess (and I got pain when I touch my hair and losing so much hair it's insane), I feel weak and sleepy and also some times bone pain.
How can I end this? every time I see a sexy girl, instead of approaching her (because my confidence is low as I feel like crap) I just go home and fap.
On another note,
2 years ago was my last relationship (1.5 year long) and we had sex every day, close and intimate sex, we were inlove. I'd even say there was a chance I was addicted to a sex with her. I don't recall feeling the same way I feel now when I fap.
Why is that? how does it make sense?....