32 years old, I think I am addicted to porn or to fap in generally.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by CaptainNF, Oct 4, 2018.

When you ejaculate during a Relationship vs Fapping, do you feel a difference?

Poll closed Jan 4, 2019.
  1. On Relationships I don't have the same symptoms as when I am single and fapping

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  2. I have the same symptoms on both cases.

    25.0%
  3. Other

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  1. CaptainNF

    CaptainNF New Fapstronaut

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    Few months ago I managed to have nofap for almost 3 weeks. something crazy happen, my curly hair became smooth as hell, never seen it before almost no hair loss.. I did my workouts, healthy food etc and I looked so damn good. many girls tried to hit me and I felt great.

    I surrendered to the fapping again.. every day, I just bent back in time and feel so bad day after. my eyes hurting, my hair look like a mess (and I got pain when I touch my hair and losing so much hair it's insane), I feel weak and sleepy and also some times bone pain.

    How can I end this? every time I see a sexy girl, instead of approaching her (because my confidence is low as I feel like crap) I just go home and fap.

    On another note,

    2 years ago was my last relationship (1.5 year long) and we had sex every day, close and intimate sex, we were inlove. I'd even say there was a chance I was addicted to a sex with her. I don't recall feeling the same way I feel now when I fap.

    Why is that? how does it make sense?....
     
  2. Of course. In fact sex has nothing in common with PMO. Stop this shit, regain your life and after that find love and feel free to have a happy sexual life.
     
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  3. CaptainNF

    CaptainNF New Fapstronaut

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    I wonder if others have a similar experience to me.

    What's PMO stands for?
     
  4. PMO stands for porn, masturbation and orgasm.
     
  5. traveler2

    traveler2 Fapstronaut

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    I have been addicted to porn for 50 years through 2 marriages 4 kids and a number of long term relationships. After a while in each marriage or relationship I would become bored and look for something more to get me excited. I would wake up early and masturbate at least once or twice before anyone else would get up and maybe sometime later in the day. The problem for me was that I couldn't stay hard for sex with my partner, which put a lot of pressure on the relationships, resulting in them ending. My wife put up with this for the past year and I finally realized that I love her and that my porn addiction was the cause of most of the tension in our marriage. Three weeks ago I decided to do something about it and my wife actually found this site. I am happy to say that it has been 21 days of no PMO with a goal of 90 days no PMO and then a lifetime of no PM. I realize that there may be relapses but I am planning on a new relationship with my wife and a happy life together. You can do this, just remember one day at a time to a whole new life. We are all in this together, there is help here when you are ready to accept it.
     
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