33 days completed after 5 years

I started NoFap on 2014 and as first streak - immediately - I completed 44 days. Then relapsed.

Since that I crossed several times 20 days and in last 2 years no more than 15 days.
All that was in hard mode.

And that was the problem. Infected by vision of perfect NoFap man (and by super-powers I felt during that 44 days streak) I thought I will be the best men. Doing NoFap also to impress all other man how cool I am and they don´t - when they are watching "P".

What brings me back to success is sustainability (no hard mode any more) and my target to leave my "the best man from all on earth mask".

I quitted any sexually explicit material from internet. No other rules. That is it. And that keeps me on the track where I know I can continue. After day 25/26 got out of the initial flat-line and got into the phase where I can keep on going like this without any fear that one day my libido from hard mode will be so big, it will throw me back to PMO.

Just came back to say to not give up, no mather how long you were failing. After five years I am truly dedicated to end my addiction with this streak (I really hope I will be posting here in 4 weeks with 60 days post).

And generally I take cold showers and I started meditations on the same day I started this streak. It helps a lot.

Last two days I threw up coffee and my target is now to improve eating and go with half-meals vegan. The super-powers are not so strong as during hard mode, but are strong enough to give me back interest in real women (and deep inside my soul I hope they will grow a bit more if I will go on 60 and 90 days).