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33 days meeting private goals-no PMO, REALLY depressed today.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by RobinCoenBrosFan, May 31, 2019.

  1. RobinCoenBrosFan

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    I have nothing to be depressed about, yet still am. I hate having Aspergers Syndrome and being socially awkward. This isn’t even a “loneliness” problem, as I do have a small social circle, it’s just dissatisfaction with where I’ve taken my career and life (not to mention relationships) and how they could be so much more, coupled with how much time I tend to waste by watching YouTube videos of people going on political rants which are completely squandering my time. Just feeling bad today, but glad to have been rid of P usage for a longer time than ever before. I speculate this is either a flatline, or withdrawal after using it compulsively for so many years and realizing how pointless it is when you actually start going on dates and interacting with women in at least a slightly more intimate way than you have before in your life.

    Also angry at the state of the world, and peoples’ choices (though in the long run I’m smart enough to know I can’t do anything about it). I really don’t fucking like to whine, and think that as a man, this isn’t what I should be doing (I try to hide in my hobbies, assuming that’s what most purpose-driven men do), but this has to be gotten off my chest somehow.

    I’m still thankful to know I have it better in life than certain other Aspies and know not to downplay that, but I still have chronic inability to be satisfied with my current state of affairs.
     
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    RobinCoenBrosFan Fapstronaut

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    On the brighter side, I’ve been going to the gym more often.
     

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