For years now. I have been looking at Nofap. telling myself "Today is the day" only to relapse before I have even set up my counter clock. I'm feeling very guilty and the shame spiral I am putting myself in daily is starting to get to me. been marred for 5 years. I have a 2 year old. My sex life is dwindling and I know that it is my fault. This is unsustainable. If I keep it up, I'll be divorced and alone within 2/3 years. Please. I can't do this alone. I need help. I need support. I need to know that someone out there has my back. My addiction is so sever, and my fetishes so dark... I can't bring myself to tell my wife what I'm going through. Maybe you can help. Is there anyone out there in the same boat? Willing to talk? to keep each other accountable?