33 year-old PIED, 57 days no PMO updates

Who I am

• 33-year-old American male
• Started PMO age 11
• Used high-speed internet P daily for over 2 decades, almost never missed a day
• Escalated to non-traditional P from a young age
• PIED difficulty with women and sometimes even with P, since age 20, doctors were no help
• Various ED meds barely worked, once even 100 mg sildenafil didn't help me get up for my ex-partner
• Don't think I had more than a few episodes of morning wood from ages 20-33, until the reboot started
• It may be relevant to note: I had Peyronie's disease surgery (plication) at age 15, to successfully fix a downward curvature

Reboot Status

• Significantly more energy, better mood, more focus when working on tasks
• Flat-line weeks 2-4, then normalized for a week, then again for a week, at this moment I'm good and not worried
• I see girls everywhere as wonderfully beautiful, enchanting, mesmerizing creatures. Something I haven't felt since I was young
• Morning woods came back in spurts, I'd get soft MW's for a few days in a row around week 4, and they are becoming more frequent. This morning I awoke with a RAGER, it made me happy because it reinforces the progress I've made
• Deeply attracted by this girl I see casually, I saw her yesterday and I was just transfixed and admiring her, and got hard literally just flirting and seeing that look in her eyes

What's next

• I am 100% sure this is working for me in many ways, and I am so unbelievably excited and happy that I found a solution for potentially one of the greatest nightmares of my life. I hope I continue to heal. I'll post another update at the 90 day mark, but I plan to continue indefinitely. I'm done with P, it's an addictive disease and unnatural, it makes me weak, it's an illusory substitute without substance, and I am disgusted by it but grateful for the lesson I received from years of abusing it. I'm not on a "streak", I'm on day 57 of the rest of my life.

Happy to answer any questions

 

Thank you!!

I had a downward curve with plaque at the bottom of the penis from a very young age. I don't know what was the cause, I don't remember any injury. Might be genetic.

The surgery helped because it corrected the curvature from about 50 degrees to about 15 degrees. Yes, I lost about half an inch of length, which doctors told me to expect.

The only concern is the ED issues, I truly do not know how much my ED is related to the surgery. I was diagnosed with a venous leak, but the massive improvements I've seen with no PMO lead me to believe that my penis does not have any physical, structural problems.

Hope that helps. Happy to provide any details!

 

It's basically scar tissue. I don't know about others, but I wasn't aware of mine until the urologist told me.

Thanks man, we are both part of the real first wave. We are the first to grow with high-speed internet P. In that sense, we are Guinea pigs. But the experiment is over. Recognize the truth of how much this practice corrupts our body and mind. See it for what it is and we can become liberated.