34 days NoFap..

Hi, I've done 34 days NoFap so far and although I don't feel that good yet I think this may be because I also have a bad computer/internet addiction that is having a negative affect on me.

BUT, without any porn or any Fapping which I have been doing for 34 years (a lot more than 34 days, lol) I have found that: I'm getting really strong urges to get with a girl and I'm thinking of them differently. Since early 2000's when the internet got faster and faster I've become more and more sick and because the girls on porn are so stunning I've completely gone off normal girls because they don't compare. If I have met any I will have a chat but haven't been interested in anything more because I've had porn to watch which I thought was amazing.

So basically, since high speed internet porn I've gone off real girls and become more and more isolated and withdrawn. Now with 34 days NoFap I'm getting these strong urges to get with a girl and I think that as I've now made this my only real means of having any type of sexual enjoyment. I'm understanding why lots of men who decide to go NoFap are after a while finding partners.

Today was a strange day where I went for a sea swim then when I came out and was walking up the beach a random girl started waving to me. I waved back and started to dry off/change to dry cloths then as she was going she was just looking my way with a huge smile, I was smiling back at her but the difference I felt was that I felt real comfortable, also with the waving. Before NoFap I would have got nervous and very uneasy...

Well that's 34 days, apart from that there hasn't been a huge difference and I still live in hope that I can recover from not wanting to be with people and to become more sociable..

Cheers...