35 and Older Accountability Group

Suddenly I find myself at 19 days, due to being on holidays with the family and then being off work sick, also with the family. We all got covid! :emoji_thermometer_face:

Being at work is clearly my no.1 risk situation as I'm working from a home office. So my new policy is to only be in the office when I am working. No dossing in other words, if I want to slack off work I have to be elsewhere.
 
I goofed today and had to reset my timer. I was on youtube, and it got me. back on the saddle. I think I have been more weak because I am upset that I thought my wife was preggo and her period came hella late. It hit me hard because I seriously thought I would have a little one. It's dumb because fapping isn't going to help me get her preggo. Ugh. Starting over. let's go
 
planters1987 said:
I goofed today and had to reset my timer. I was on youtube, and it got me. back on the saddle. I think I have been more weak because I am upset that I thought my wife was preggo and her period came hella late. It hit me hard because I seriously thought I would have a little one. It's dumb because fapping isn't going to help me get her preggo. Ugh. Starting over. let's go
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The first time my wife thought she was pregnant I literally fell over, broke a picture and hurt myself, and then I too was devastated when it turned out to be a false alarm. It's a big moment in your life, so cut yourself some slack. It's ok to be hit hard with it. Good luck with the new start.
 
Reset today. I looked back at my journal, and noticed the exact same pattern of resets at the beginning the last few months. Still trying to figure out why--hormone cycles? Stress?--but it's good to know that I struggle at the same times every month: it means I can plan new strategies.
 
Friday check in - properly spooked this week, could have ended up in questioning circumstances. Have now deleted Insta and have suspended my own a/c. Bit of a wake up call. Won't go into details right now. Still 4 days in on the bright side :)
 
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