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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Dec 27, 2017.
Day 2, Sun is shinning and the birds are singing
“We either make ourselves miserable or make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.” - Carlos Castenada
Relapsed again. Had a day where I was very depressed and anxious. When I got home I had no urges but slowly my whole mood changed. I went from feeling very down and anxious to having absolutely no feeling at all. I felt completely apathetic. My mindset also changed with this and I started saying things like, "Why the hell am I doing NoFap, it sucks, I can do whatever I want". I was also seeking some sort of stimulation since at the moment I was so numb. This evidently led to the relapse. It all feels like a waste now. I hate it when my mood rapidly changes and my whole mindset as well. It's almost like I become another person, someone who doesn't care about anything and thinks NoFap is stupid. I'm not sure how to prevent a relapse when one of these periods of a complete switch in state of mind and mood arises. All I can do right now is to jump back on the wagon and keep movin' forward. Goodnight.
Okay... Another one down. Day 19 done
Waking up in 3 & half hours... 1000+ KM trip ahead.
Keep going everybody. Keep on going!
I relapsed today, broke my 18 day streak. Day 0/365
360 days to go.
Day 14/365 some times i try to fool myself just search the word no harm but before rushing to searching i visit this forum and I rember why I choose this in the 1st place. Because u guys inspire me every time and i don't to getback.
Day 1. 364 days to go.
Day 7/ 365
I want to use time wisely and make good use of finite time in my life.
Day 11- I found myself fantasizing a lot yesterday especially while looking at some women on the streets. Fantasy is very dangerous. I am glad though it did not escalate any further.
I would like to say Day 13/365, but I have to be honest and instead say Day 4/365.
A warrior never surrenders despite how dire the circumstances may be. I have to remind myself why I entered this challenge to begin with if I want to complete it. I've reached 77 days before and I believe that I can multiply that number by five.