[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Days 8/365

 

Day 15: 2 weeks done and dusted, a lot of big feelings came up over the weekend but I got thru them. Still affirming the statement in my mind "I will never look at pornography ever again in my life, PERIOD", and it really helps to affirm that looking at porn isn't an option, no matter how difficult things get.

As the effects of porn leave my body/mind/spirit, I am finding I lose my discipline, I get weak, and I forget my reasons to never have pornography in my life ever. So I have also been reaffirming the statement, "When the idea of looking at pornography comes into my mind, I will:
a) See these feelings for what they truly are: NOT MINE
b) Remembering WHO I AM and how much that means to me
c) Relishing in the TRUTH and PLEASURE that I am free from pornography and its negative effects on my life".

I think that these things will help me into ascending who I want to be and transforming into someone I thought I'd never be. Much love <3

 

I have just had a realization that I feel like I just had to write about! I realised that there is NOTHING to gain from indulging in pornography. I always felt like I was 'giving something up' and 'sacrificing', but in reality I am losing nothing and gaining so so much!

Porn is this trickster who wants us to think we are losing something by not looking at it, but in fact it's just an illusion! A trick that I have solved, like realising the magician who has 'superpowers' is nothing but a fraud and a fake. It feels really good to realise this! I don't want porn, porn wants porn!

The other thing I realised (which isn't as big but still a great breakthrough) is the fact that NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is as important as realising porn is non-existent in my life and maintaining this. I feel maintaining my freedom from porn's trap is the ONLY thing that matters; not job progression, not relationships, not hobbies, not friends, NOTHING!! The only thing that matters is maintaining my freedom from porn; everything else is 2nd Place.

 

Days 9/365
Today i felt some urges.

 

Day 46!

 

13 days completed.

 

You have a great mindset and strong dedication to get over this addiction. Good luck on your journey!

 

Porn is there to deceive us every time we choose to look at it. It's an illusion that we'll feel good by having this dopamine rush. The reality is that we'll always feel low, with guilt and shame after these fantasies because we know we didn't stay true to our convictions.

You're right, freedom from porn should come first in your life, before career, relationships, etc. I believe it's the worst addiction in life. I've never had drug or alcohol addiction so I can't judge but it's truly one of the worst and one that affects your self-esteem directly. You can't move forward in life with this addiction. I experienced it personally, by always being stuck in that cycle. You're starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel once you reach a certain amount of days and then you can start thinking more about your future, career, relationships and find your purpose in life. I'm still fighting to find my way out but I'm on the right path. Much love to ya'll!

 

261 days

 

Relapsed, new updated Plan:
SUCCESS:

1. I will never look at pornography ever again in my life, PERIOD.

2. When the idea of looking at pornography comes into my mind, I will:

a) See these feelings for what they truly are: NOT MINE
b) Truly understand that pornography is a disease and an addiction that must be broken in order for me to live my life
c) Remember WHO I AM and how much that means to me
d) Relish in the TRUTH and PLEASURE that I am free from this addiction and its negative effects on my life.

2. When the negative effects of pornography come into my mind I will:

a) Cold Shower
b) Realise that these feelings are a PASSING, fleeting moment in time
c) Relish in the TRUTH and PLEASURE that in going through these feelings, I am purging myself of this addiction’s effects on me, and in doing so it is making room for ME to flourish.

This is my plan. I call it "SUCCESS" because I feel like there is no bigger achievement and reward in life than purging myself of this addiction.

 

Day 47!

 

14 days completed.

 

262 days

 

Day 112

 

17/365- Urges still high but under control. I want to go on another No YouTube Challenge from February 1st

Cold Shower: 51/90
No Using My Phone in Bed: 15/30
No Social Media(Instagram, FB, Tumblr, Reddit e.t.c): 43/60
Meditation:15/30
No YouTube: 0/30

 

Hello everyone yesterday i watched some PXXN but i did not doing M or O so should i i have to continue with my current streak or again start with new day counter Please reply.

 

0 / 365 --> 31 janvier 2024, 12:00

 

I think its important to ask yourself WHY you took a peek at porn and HOW it happened. You took a peek at porn, but what where the thoughts, events, circumstances leading up to it? What thought led you to think, "It's okay if I look at porn right now"?
The more you understand the enemy, the easier they are to conquer. I hope this helps bro , much love to you <3

 

Thanks buddy @RBYG_flag lets smash this ... 300 days here we come

 

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