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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Dec 27, 2017.
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Just relapsed but I’m a new man today, day 0/365! LET’S GO!!!
lets do it
Yes for sure! No more risks like that.
Day 5- At home today. I will need to schedule my day with activities
Starting to feel my energy return after my 4 month binge. Glad to be back on track =)
I was watching this video from Pysch2Go yesterday:
10 Signs You're Falling in Love
And this is a comment from Fjodor McNudel (forth from the top comments):
1. You feel weird watching porn. That's it,bye.
What a simple, accurate and essential comment this is.
I was already committed to 120 days, but I’m pretty sure my divorce is going to take more than that, and I want to stay as clean and sober as I can during this process. I need all the positive energy I can get, and I know PMO only feeds my negative side.
Thank you for guiding me.
'll check it out
Finally i could insert a picture here correcly, haha ha ,yes i did it. It is funny.
I took a cold shower
(By the way Mahatma Gandhi always was used to fast when he was sick)
Anyway,I had some p flash backs
I had some fantasies since my mind was used to produce them,it was a destructive habit of my mind that i didn't aware of. [Because our brain and body will produce new things related to the things that we feed it. You can look Elon Musk, i think his mind produces new things that is related to the books that he read.]
But those was for seconds and i got better at tuning my attention toward my new identity my goals and my schedule
Today i feel the rush of energy in my body and i should guide it and push it into a productive way.
I feel good about being here in this thoughtful ,responsive and great community.
The another thing that came in my is that consuming drugs or turning toward Fantasies and also watching P or even go toward wrong place and wrong people arises from the fact that one does not accept and satisfy with his or her own situation, condition or circumstances.Once Abbas Kiarostami ,the great director,quoted" imagination is a way to run away from the reality.
I think we should always remember that running away from realities toward cigarette or drugs and Porn is just get the situation worse ,the problems will increase and one's body get weaker.
so it is wise and prudent to cautiously calm ourselves in tough situation ,then find the problems and solve our problems and remove burdens in out path toward becoming out greatest and hte best version of ourself and build a reputation both in our inner world and in outer world.
Overall, i feel better in compare to the past that my mind was not free from these fake fantasies and also my body was not at present moment beside my general body feeling was terrible. As days go by i feel like my mind and body is becoming one and i feel a better harmony between them.
i am eager to know about your changes both mentally and physically as days go by.
Have a great day guys .
6 days done! Forgot to check in yesterday as I was busy.