Day XIX. This evening, reaching the 20th day, I'll beat my previous stroke, which was from the 8th or 9th of December (I don't really remember anymore) to the 28th, when stupidely I gave myself a "Christmas present" and I PMOed. Times have changed since then. In that period NE where exaperating to say the least, I had 1 or 2 every week; now it's 13 days that i haven't had one. That means a lot to me, it will make everything easier to me. About my short erotic experience yesterday, I accepted it. Our sexuality is part of ourselves. Until next time, be well.