[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Yes, indeed! I think this is proof that those who keep persisting will have that breakthrough and succeed!

 

I agree with that wholeheartedly!

 

Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK it happened again. It's incredible, how fast it gets you. In 4 minutes, I ruined what I did in the last 10 days. It happens so fast, you don't even realise it. An arousing idea, then you search it on google, it was just the picture of a beautyful woman, dressed in normal clothes. But my abstinence from hot images made me hyper-sensible to that. I watched it, started touching myself, tried to stop. I made it, I stopped touching myself. Then I stared at it, for some time. It's incredible: I relapsed without touching myself. I mean, I was so horny that I had an orgasm just by wathcing it. So, the third time this one, and everything's over, again. I've GOT to think about a strategy to protect myself. Once you start touching yourself, you are already compromised, and at that point the relapse is behind the corner. I thought that by not posting on Nofap I could forget about the whole thing and resist to my temptations. I was wrong. On the other side, spending half an hour every day to write a post on Nofap is excessive. So, I'm saying this to you, dr. Jekyll, I'll use your method. Every day, a roman number, just to remember my incredible responsability. I gotta get out of this attitude. My 22 days period of abstinence has been one of the most productive of my life. I'm back on track, once again. FUCK YEAHHHHHHH!

 

Oh, and I leave this mission for you, dr. Jekyll. You are my favourite guy in here, your profile image is so cool. Every time I post the number of days of abstinence, you reply to me with one of you motivational things, I like them a lot. I'd be pleased if you did that!

 

I have completed day 7.
Now it's getting interesting and easier again after reaching day 7.

Porn destroys lives and makes men disillusioned and weak.
Women want real men who can sweep them off their feet who stand up for them and who notice them,not some subservient clicker of porn!

 

I failed again, guys. I've been quiet for some time cause I tried to get back on track by myself but I failed. Day 0, once again. I don't know. Last year I had two big streaks (almost 180 days, each) but now one week seems insuperable. I don't know. I think I lack of motivation lately. It seems I just don't care anymore. Well, fuck me.
In my defense (not an excuse though) I could say it has been a very rough first month of the year: exams and health problems (that worried my a lot) are really tormenting me.
I hope this is the last time I post something like this.
Day 0, then. Be with me, guys. I need you.

 

Checking in. On day 36.

 

Day 1/365.

 

"Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you." - St. Augustine

 

I'm remembering the times I relapsed, the empty feeling afterwards, realizing how the pleasure of the relapse was so minor and gone so very quickly, thinking, "I gave in just for that?"

 

Day 12

 

11/365

 

Day 98/365

 

Day 13, checking in. Been studying ways to resist the temptations. Had to stop it though for not causing myself to think too much about the topic

 

4/365

 

Day 101/365

 

You guys help keep me on the path!

 

Day 1 down, heres to day 2!

 

31/365

256 days in total, or 100000000 days in binary!

 

So what's the deal with contributing to this website?If I make a one time payment, can I still get something to show for this?I think if this was made clearer, then more donations would be made.