[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

3 days for me. Preparing to get through this next week which will be my first real challenge. One thing that's helping me is seeing how, in my case at least, the choice I have before me is totally binary - either abstinence, or full-blown binge. This is the reality for a long-term addict like me. As much as this hurts, knowing this deep down I feel gives me power to overcome it.

 

Hey buddy, just want to give you my support. You had a misstep, but have good clarity on what happened, so I hope you recognize that as a positive. Just want to remind you that a setback like this does not in any way discount the achievement you already made. I checked your earlier posts, and you beat my record by a few days so I'm duly impressed. In the end, day counts don't matter anyway - what matters is the changes we're making within ourselves, and in that view, you're doing great.

 

Day 18/365

 

32/365
I cut off bad friends, I read the bible often now, I'm happy.

 

I'm on 56/90 days. How's everything going you guys? I hope all of you guys are doing awesome. Today is Monday, New day New life. Have a good day

 

73/365. Life feels like it is spiraling out of control. I logically understand that relapse is a bad idea, but emotionally, I am getting weaker.

 

There's something goingb on that is trying to get your attentionat eithe r in your life or inside of yourself. Relapse wont help and will only set you back. You've come this far, stay the course a day at a time and you'll pass thru is and come out much better - freer, stronger and wiser for it.

 

You've been a great help to me all the time I've been on here both by your posts and just seeing you're here every day. Today is all we have. Thanks

 

Checking in for the night. Time to put my daughter to bed and if I have tghe energy I'll get back to the posts.

 

Day 7/365, week one down

 

37

 

138 days completed.

 

Checking in on day 17

 

Day 170/365

 

Day 140

 

Day 20

 

Day 19/365

 

Day 289/365

 

III/XVII

 

Day 80