didn't have sleep last night so in morning stress bounce back with heavy cloud of sexual thoughts in mind rising the urges very much...however controlled myself by engaging myself in studying...hope along with pmo I get rid of these sexual thoughts too...day 40
Checking in on another day. Porn is relatively easy to give up but the lust that lies behind it is another story.The truth is that while I want to be free of pmo I still want to entertain lust. Wanting I believe is the key. Wanting strong enough to do whatever it takes.
I'm on 63 days now. I'll be hitting 1000 likes soon. I'm super excited about being encouraged in your words. Have a super day.
Day 41 and counting. It has been a relatively relaxed Easter weekend for me. I don't resume my normal routine until Tuesday. I need to be vigilant and keep busy today. I have planned my day and I am not leaving anything to chance.
Day 24 It's important to stop and self reflect on how far we have come and see how much better we all are physically and mentally as we fight back.So I am prooooooud of myself and of all of you in this group.On to victory
one more day successfully passed... I'm on my longest streak since 2014 I discovered this site & my addiction...even I was unsure about this that I could ever reach so far...but when I look back I literally laugh at myself at a moment when I was so chronic masturbator that even without erection I try to masturbate every single day multiple times for 11 years but now after 41 days all interest for watching pornography & virtually satisfying myself has vanished...all i can say is if i can do then everyone can also its just subject of determination & efforts to make life better...day 41/365
11 days. Found myself casually chatting with a cute female at the store yesterday. My self-esteem and mood is improved just that little bit from not being in the PMO rut for a week and a half. I want to build on this progress.
