Just coinciding with my personal best from tomorrow I will be setting new record everyday for me awesome feeling Day 55
Almost 30 full days without PMO and almost no fantasizing. I'm experiencing the worst flatline i ever had! Lots of what i call junk thoughts. Though i improved a lot since. This is not my first time reaching 30 but it's gonna be the first time I reach 365.
Yo so I'm 17 and I have a question, I have been experancing what I hope is hocd for a long time now and it shows no sign of going away I have went from knowing that I like girls to thinking o was fully gay and this was God punishing me, to thinking that I'm bisexual...i have been on nofap for almost 4 months...i have been introduced to sex by my auntie at the age of 9 and she was 12 I strangely loved it and I got into porn not long after I masterbated almost every day and I have tried to stop but couldn't I say that to say this i have been on a constant relapse train ...i would relapse everyday and I am feeling numb now like I feel asexual but these thoughts don't go away...they are still present in my head and idk how to get them out o don't wanna be gay....its not for me...i like girls with nice asses can any one help
Idk what to do anymore man I feel like I'm in a flatline like I have no sexual desire or energy at all after my recent relapse which was yesterday. And I remember while I was sleeping I remember saying in my head I like girls I will only like girls and that was over and over but if felt as if I was arguing with someone because I had anxiety I began to clench my jaw and my heart rate was up..I cant even draw without wondering if I am sexually attracted to my character
