Day 40. After my last relapse hitting this mark seemed pretty intimidating. But we can go farther than we think sometimes just taking things a day at a time. Keep going everyone, onward towards your goals.
The First again This time will be the last time I say 'the first' until I hit 365. My cousin just died the other day because of alcohol poisoning. He was an alcoholic. It made me think about my mortality. I think I have all the time to recover but actually I don't. I must take recovery with the commitment it deserves. Half assing it is not going to cut it.
