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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Dec 27, 2017.
I had relapsed 3 times today...
Therefore i have fapped 66 times in past 24 days
Relapsed last night while I was about a bottle of gin deep.. I'm not even really angry, or disappointed with myself. Just thankful to have received what I feel is further confirmation that I need to live a life of total sobriety.
so, I guess.. here's to getting sober.
Let's try this again.
I started looking at pictures of a pretty girl... Glad I stopped myself quickly, because I could feel myself starting to rationalize each future step that was about to happen.
Sorry for the radio silence! I've been traveling for work and had little time to check in on the computer. It's been a hard couple of days. It's hard to stay healthy (eating out, lack of sleep, over-caffeination, etc.) when traveling and it's starting to catch up to me. The more uncomfortable my body and chemistry gets the more urges I get. So, I thought it was time to take a break and check in. Just took a nice cold shower and am about to play some video games
Day 13 (3.6%)
Today I did not use porn nor masturbated myself.
I engage myself in healthy activities and had a meeting with my girlfriend and her cat
I don't want to use porn because it limits my potential and I want to be free from social anxiety and bad mental health
I want to be a lion, great version of myself
I decide to fight for my new future, my goal is 2+ years of no porn and masturbation. Cut off addiction for "lifetime" period of time
The third time I've made it this far. Thank you to all here who've given me motivation, support, and wisdom! Aiming for 120 next.
Got pissed at my wife and relapsed. Damnit
Checking in on another day. One day at a time works best for me. The days add up. This is 365 challenge but after 365 nothing changes. I'll always be an addict. Spending time with my wonderful little daughter. Good night
Day 29/30 (First milestone.)
Check in thursday