6 or 7 months in this time but finally relapsed following some emotional situations. Back at it and going for a year of no PM. Those months felt good and Im gonna get them back. Day 0
Day 83 checkin. Have been having urges lately to go ans visit an escort and M’od to make them stop. This new year im entering the hard mode challange of no pmo 2020.
7 days complete! A voice in my head was telling me to have one last fap for the year 2019 before quitting for "good". I had even started typing the URL of one of my former favourite sites on Reddit. Just then this heavy feeling of darkness fell over me and another voice told me that I was going to destroy everything I had achieved and dig a hole deeper than rock bottom. That scary visualization of my future put in me a morbid fear I have not felt in a long while. I switched off my laptop and went and joined my family in new year festivities. 2020 will be a PMO free year for me!
Happy new year everyone : ) New year new opportunities , let's make the best out of it. 1st January 2020.. Checking in day 59
