[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 36

 

DAY 5 for me

 

Day 129. Its the beginnings of May and may this month be PMO free for me and everyone here.

 

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Mini-target of 4 days achieved! Next target is 6 days.

 

126 days completed.

 

Day 0

 

13 hours have been away for 2 years but I am back now

 

Day 3.
I am seeing this through until the end of the month.
No more 1 digit numbers. Atleast 2 digits.

 

day 46/365...

 

330. Everything was going incredibly well. I hadn't posted anything in like 4 months up until now. Then, this stupid "stepmother" ad on YouTube, that led to a kinda soft porn anime, of which I read the first 3 episodes. Then, I realized my mistake; I closed everything, the page and the anime, which didn't show explicit nudity but was extremely arousing, but the damage was done. As I got up from bed, I had that feeling of the orgasm only being a few seconds away. Desperate not to relapse, I ran to the bathroom and, by washing my teeth and spraying cold water down there, I saved the day. I did not relapse. I did not masturbate. In all of this I touched my penis actually only minutes later. Still, that was scary close. To all of you who are approaching three digits on the counter, stay vigilant! It's very easy to lose track on your journey. And that can happen in a few minutes, like it did to me!

 

Thanks!!

 

Same!

 

2 days

 

Day 32, checking in.

 

Welcome back

That was very close, but glad you did not PMO. Yes one needs to remain vigilant during this time.

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Day 28 check in

 

127 days completed.

 

Day 1

 

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