[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 6
Quite a depressing day so far. Woke up feeling like life sucks and then got the news my gf has been admitted to hospital complaining of chest pains. The only good thing about this day up until now is that I don't have any urges.

 

Day 002/365

Hope my PIED heal.

 

Thank you. One of the main reasons why I am still here is that I had a lot of support. Without the support of my wife and this forum I am quite sure that I'd still be fapping daily etc. I am on nofap since the end of 2017 and honestly believed in the beginning that I'll beat the 365 day challenge at the first attempt. Many relapses have taught me to swallow my pride, to stop making unrealistic promises, but also to be kinder to myself and get out of the usless blame cycling I have been stuck in for so long. I am trying to improve, and often I am not even trying to improve, but eventually I will try to improve myself again that much has to be good enough for now. Let's see how much longer I will have to stay on this forum, I don't feel anywhere near recovery to be honest.

 

I am sorry to hear that. I hope your gf will be fine

 

day 93/365...

 

38 days

 

174 days completed.

 

Day 003 NoFap , Hope my PIED heals.

 

Day 7 and I am currently at 24 hours 15 minutes for a fast. A really good combination!

 

39 days

 

175 days completed.

 

Closing in on 6 months halfway!!

 

Day 108

 

Day 004 /365 NoFap , Hope my PIED heals.

 

Yes, that's a good feeling

 

day 95/365...

 

Day 10

 

176 days completed.

 

Day 109

 

Happy Evening
Day 17/365
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