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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Dec 27, 2017.
hope my pied heals
Day O. I relapsed again. After the liberatory relapse of six days ago, I should just have gone ahead not thinking about porn. Instead, my problem is that I don't fear relapsing anymore, since the 12th of June. And so, in the idea that I should give myself some "rest" after my previous 368 days' streak, as soon as I got an urge I relapsed, after just 6 days. I had dreamed doing the exact same thing, last night. I feel like shit. I succumbed to my desires in an unglorious manner. This whole stupid idea of the "rest from NoFap" is a complete pile of shit. I didn't stay clean for 368 days behaving like this. I'm gonna get serious now. From now on, mind tricks like this are not allowed.
Nice to see you back! I totally understand your situation, it has happened so many times to me over the years.
Day 5 rebooting sequence on.
Go for it, boy
173 days completed.
Thank you. I hope to stick around much longer this time.
Thank you! It's good to see that you are still fighting the fine fight and have not given up. I do not see many of our contemporaries whom we started with in this challenge.
You are absolutely right! I have learnt many lessons along the way and it doesn't feel like I am starting from scratch or ground zero. I am glad to see that you even broke your streak record and are still going on another very long streak.
Thank you brother! I am really encouraged by your welcome. Yes, this time I intend to stay for as long as possible.
I appreciate the encouragement. I also glad to see you are still in the fight. Let's keep it up!
Thanks! I hope this time around I will be able to fully overcome my addiction and leave it behind. I am tired of the cycle.
Quite a depressing day so far. Woke up feeling like life sucks and then got the news my gf has been admitted to hospital complaining of chest pains. The only good thing about this day up until now is that I don't have any urges.
Hope my PIED heal.
Thank you. One of the main reasons why I am still here is that I had a lot of support. Without the support of my wife and this forum I am quite sure that I'd still be fapping daily etc. I am on nofap since the end of 2017 and honestly believed in the beginning that I'll beat the 365 day challenge at the first attempt. Many relapses have taught me to swallow my pride, to stop making unrealistic promises, but also to be kinder to myself and get out of the usless blame cycling I have been stuck in for so long. I am trying to improve, and often I am not even trying to improve, but eventually I will try to improve myself again that much has to be good enough for now. Let's see how much longer I will have to stay on this forum, I don't feel anywhere near recovery to be honest.
I am sorry to hear that. I hope your gf will be fine