Sorry guys I have been off since 25 Oct Which I shouldn't be I have made a decision to complete the whole Syllabus of Class 11th and 12th Before Christmas It may sound stupid or silly, but I have to give an entrance exam called NEET. This exam will decide my future, my destiny. Once I will crack this Exam I will get admission in Top Medical Colleges of India. And I am Aiming for the best medical College in India i.e. AIIMS NEW DELHI (All India Institute of Medical Sciences) I was laging behind syllabus, a month ago, so I have to make a decision to study about 16 hours a day, although I never reached till 16 hours but definitely I never gone below 12 hours ______________________________________ Many of you may think, that's not a big deal, right? But it's a huge deal for me, so I detached myself from all social media including nofap website Although it felt like I lost some good connections especially from this website Because there are some people,I don't even know their face yet they are connected so deeply with me So i felt should not leave this place So here I am Day 103 ( ah ,forget to notify about 100 days done)
0/365 - DOH!!! Seriously tho, I know exactly where I went wrong. I got to day 102, then relapsed catastrophically... This is because of: - still keeping videos and pictures that I could fap to (now deleted) - receiving an email regarding fap pictures from and old acquaintance. - not living to my full potential, that is a crushing feeling that makes me feel terrible. But rather than overcome this feeling by making the life changes I need to make, I opted for the Easy Way Out and where did that get me?
117 The way that I stopped my daily worrying and have a constant happiness instead of a constant sadness inside me, is actually a miracle.
