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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Dec 27, 2017.
7 days. The struggle is real.
Let me join again. Day 0.
Day 1..... Its really been a long time, weeks, since i went 1 day without PMO. Well lets go for Day 2.
Day 2..... I have a flu at the moment, and thus finding it hard to be productive. I have had urges to watch porn and especially to look up escorts in my home town. My escort addiction is something that i struggle with everyday too. My brain always trying to trick me by with justification for looking up escort and potentially visit with the thoughts of ''Its seperate from your porn addiction'', which its not true. Anyway, Day 2 done and heading for Day 3.
Wow, sounds exactly like me. Well, not the escorts part - but the sickness. I've got a bad headache & the urges are strong with thoughts like yours: "the porn will make you forget the headache" - which is true, but it will also make me feel even worse in the long term.
Day 3 done. Had one of the hardest night so far last night. Couldn't stop thinking about porn and escorts, and my brain was telling me to get up from bed and look up escorts on the computer. I keep on battling with myself to seperate the escort addiction from the porn addiction so I can engage in my escort addiction freely, but Its a terrible idea and I always eventually end up watching 'full porn'. Anyway, I managed to sleep through it and didn't feel the intense urges in the morning. My other issue right now is that of productivity which I'm lacking right now. I'm falling behind my studies.
10 days. Double figures. Now on to triple figures!