365 day challenge

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    Phoenix234 Fapstronaut

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    I want to start a 365 day challenge of no porn. O maybe either in sex or once every 45 days. As I found that in my case the body is trained to extend to 45-60 days but builds up is programmed release after 45 to 60 days and the ejaculate needs to come out.
    Challenge nevertheless does not allow for porn watching. Edging not allowed too.
    Comment and journaling all three days or more but never without comment for more than a week.
    Counting starts with day one.
     
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    This was a 42 day streak. Even if I now let go I found what i need to carry through and approach a 365 days streak. With what I learned and established and resolved for me the last months I can do 365 days.

    Key accomplishments.
    • I embrace and have a yes to the sex energy. Not in firm that it is ok now to do it as I want, but to have the judgment I had deep inside established from past life’s as I now know eliminated. It means that I can go monks mode but since I am no monk I may have at times have sex.

    • I accept the disruption I have that always follow for about a week after having sex. I used to judge sex for it but don’t anymore.

    • Since I am a very spiritual person I want to continue to control the sex energy and the acting out as it can disrupt higher levels until it is totally mastered.

    • I don’t need Porn anymore. I somehow outlived it together with the above. It’s also a good portion of having accepted and embrace the sex energy that relaxes this theme.

    • I also don’t need the edging anymore that also developed along the way.

    • I don’t need the Domina attraction that weirdly developed either anymore as I got through the roots of it and the inner emotional feelings of abuse that were linked to it. I had it I lived it and I found the cause in this sense it was a therapeutic period that’s over

    I may have sex with my wife regular and since she is the best and sweetest person in the world she helps me with the patterns and we work through this.
     
    Last edited: May 13, 2018
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    I set the base for the 365 of no Pmo no edging with periods of monk mode as follows
    • 15 days as there is always a challenge at day 12-15. I go monk mode
    • 60 days to have overcome the challenges of day 40-60. I may m or have sex once around 30 days and again at 60 days No edging no porn. I go monk mode inbewteen.
    • 360 days the ultimate goal I may have sex with Intervalls of monk mode of three weeks in between.

    This formula should work, as i always managed to doing monk mode for 60 days without even having thoughts.
     
    Last edited: May 13, 2018
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    4/60 I feel miserable. Always the first seven days after a relapse are terrible. I need to struggle through this.
     

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