I'm new on the forum. I'm 36 yo still virgin (I'm Italian so sorry for my not so good English). I have problems to my legs (even I can walk without any assistance) so is not simple to find a girlfriend. Some years ago I tried to have sex with an escort and I was really excited but after few minutes i misfired because I felt it was an "impersonal" sex intercourse and probably even because I used to masturbate at least once a day (but most of the times 2/3 times per day) since I was 13 yo. Generally I masturbating with porn, since today we have internet everywhere, but if I cannot watch porn I masturbating even without. I tried Nofap for 7 days last week but I felt a little pain after an erection on Sunday morning so i gave in. I'm in Nofap mode since Monday but I'm having erections every days and I'm worried I start masturbating again. How I can get rid of porn and masturbation if I cannot have a girlfriend and I cannot even have an escort since I think I can misfire again?