Hello Everyone, I’m slowly coming to terms with how my PMO addiction has essentially stolen my life from me up until now. I’m an American male with a good full-time job currently on day 13 of my 90 day PMO challenge. I relapsed last month and had to start over. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I started dating a wonderful girl in February and the anxiety and mood swings caused me to break up with her on Sunday. I haven’t fallen off the wagon but it is getting very difficult. Tough childhood, emotionally, psychologically and physically abusive Father, devout Christian Mother yet I still seek to strengthen my Christianity. Been seeing a counselor for a month now and still trying to unpack everything. Exposed to P back in the 4th grade (roughly, I know I was very young) and never realized that I started seeking it. The older I got, the easier it became to acquire. Enlisted in the military which pretty much solidified my addiction. Never had a meaningful relationship and am just so so tired of being lonely. I’ll leave it at that for now. Glad to finally be here and can’t wait to see the light at the end of the tunnel!