39 days and counting....

Hi guys,

I wanted to share some good news that it's been 39 days for me, going somewhat strong. I've been seeing a woman for maybe a few weeks or month. But even though I'm seeing a woman and am having sex, I still have fantasies about the pornstar I used to watch a lot. The pornstar woman had a great body and face. I'm glad to have a real relationship, but it's not always everything I would have hoped for. The sex is great at times. Don't get me wrong, it's great. But not all aspects are great.

If any of you want to share what keeps you motivated let me know. I don't see my streak ending anytime soon, but I sort of like the 'magic' nature of what I read about here sometimes - that after 'so and so' stops P,M, or O, then all this good stuff happens. I like who I am better when I'm in public places - like a supermarket. I think I realize also that I'm not as sexual as I thought I was. Partly because the woman I'm with seems much more sexual than I am.