gentleman_2
Fapstronaut
Thank you brother..I appreciate your thoughts & time...I will consider that..thank you once againgo for it bro, have some sex, you deserve it. It looks like you're healed now. More than 400 days, wow!.
Thank you brother..I appreciate your thoughts & time...I will consider that..thank you once againgo for it bro, have some sex, you deserve it. It looks like you're healed now. More than 400 days, wow!.
Good.. that's the spirit keep up the good workI will reach this mark! Day 5 16th Aug - I will fight.
Thank you brother..very helpful post..I can vouch for the first one, and in the past I've used cold water but that was my time in SAA(which I don't recommend). When I was up to your time frame last year a lot of the same thoughts were on my mind.
My view was that I should be pimpin it with women of my choice. The best I got up to was some possible Tang when i worked in bars as a security guard from a flight attendant. My wingman and I were going out semi-regularly and our stop was Hooters on wing night; the hottest girl in there was named Erica but even though I was layin game on her thick I just couldn't visualize having sex and there being no attachment. What was I supposed to expect from a Hooters waitress?
So instead I gave up my apartment in San Diego and moved back in with my parents in NC. Wow I had no idea what was in store. My stock trading was going well until one day I took a 13k loss. Not long after I started wanking, then not long after that porn. Hope this helps.
Sure you will...15 days are fantastic..keep pushing...you will succeedIt's seems really a Herculean task to me.. . I have just started 0n 15th day.. . .. I will asli write my success story one day here.. . ..
I relapsed again Need to fight backGood.. that's the spirit keep up the good work
One more petal in the crown
Day 404 today.
Hello hope u all are doing good.
Never I felt the this much need to connect to myself like I am feeling now.
It's 2:09am currently. No sleep.
I have this strange urge going in my mind to do something great.
Something real great.hard to achieve.
I am very much disconnected with temporary happiness or to show someone the fake happy side of me.but I am not sad or depressed.
I keep talking, I socialise , I see women responding, I feel no serious worry about anything.no suicidal thoughts.
But I have this race going inside of me to achieve and to succeed.
It is little hard for me to identify how I am feeling.but I am not sad, and I don't have any guilt.
visualization is improved a lot, I keep asking questions to Buddha, last week I saw his face so clearly, like I opened my eyes to something new, I was meditating.
I saw how my dream house is going to look like, I saw it so clearly,i was in the car coming to my house. I never saw something that clear since I started meditating, and I saw it with no second thought going or no realisation that it is imagination,it seems real like a flashback looks in movies.
One insect keep coming to my body whenever I am having time with myself,thoughtless.
It happens Always ,the same insect.
A dog out of the blue ,so frequently when I am alone at outside at night come to me, I feed him.
May be there is hole in this materialistic world we don't see but when enters such things begin to happen.
Last month I saw I falling star , I was with my friend he was facing me and talking, I never saw that big star falling so slowly. And when I told him he turn , at the same time it disappeared.
I got friendship day massage by my crush at 7 am ,no one wished me that early.i wake up at 9 am.
That was interesting,she again text me another day on my second number.
I think I have entered in the different zone.
Let's see if miracle happens.i will surely post , if it does.
Tip:
Here At day 400 complements doesn't matter but you keep getting them.
Urges don't die.
Have to take care of your sleeping positions.
That little" turn big guy' start to work when your start to sleep.
wim Hoff breathing works very well.
Cold shower has become a daily habit.
Podcast,logical things attract your attention. Useless shitty movies don't.
Some guys here on nofap suggesting me to have sex, since it is been really long I haven't. Should I go for it, please let me know.
I have been looking for something some other communities like nofap , suggest me if you know any. Regarding other good habits.
This community is really awesome, I don't find any posts after 400+ or 500 + days to boost myself up, but I managed to see people doing great in there 30,90 streak. I got pump up by them.
Done.
Remaining in next thread.
Haha .. thank you brother..more power to youDamn, I became your fan, just kidding. I'll use your history like an inspiration to me. Congrats man, your mark is awesome!!
Good..but this make sure you sustain... don't give up..what your are going to get is more awesome than a relapse..I relapsed again Need to fight back
Thank you so much for this..Here read this brother for gaining more rebooting strenght.
I guess yes.. because I remember when I want to jerk it off..I was not able to do it without a image in my mind..I needed some porn content to raise it..since it is my first ever streak I don't have knowledge about all this PIED ,ED,reboot etc...Do you experience ED ?
m arounOne more petal in the crown
Day 404 today.
Hello hope u all are doing good.
Never I felt the this much need to connect to myself like I am feeling now.
It's 2:09am currently. No sleep.
I have this strange urge going in my mind to do something great.
Something real great.hard to achieve.
I am very much disconnected with temporary happiness or to show someone the fake happy side of me.but I am not sad or depressed.
I keep talking, I socialise , I see women responding, I feel no serious worry about anything.no suicidal thoughts.
But I have this race going inside of me to achieve and to succeed.
It is little hard for me to identify how I am feeling.but I am not sad, and I don't have any guilt.
visualization is improved a lot, I keep asking questions to Buddha, last week I saw his face so clearly, like I opened my eyes to something new, I was meditating.
I saw how my dream house is going to look like, I saw it so clearly,i was in the car coming to my house. I never saw something that clear since I started meditating, and I saw it with no second thought going or no realisation that it is imagination,it seems real like a flashback looks in movies.
One insect keep coming to my body whenever I am having time with myself,thoughtless.
It happens Always ,the same insect.
A dog out of the blue ,so frequently when I am alone at outside at night come to me, I feed him.
May be there is hole in this materialistic world we don't see but when enters such things begin to happen.
Last month I saw I falling star , I was with my friend he was facing me and talking, I never saw that big star falling so slowly. And when I told him he turn , at the same time it disappeared.
I got friendship day massage by my crush at 7 am ,no one wished me that early.i wake up at 9 am.
That was interesting,she again text me another day on my second number.
I think I have entered in the different zone.
Let's see if miracle happens.i will surely post , if it does.
Tip:
Here At day 400 complements doesn't matter but you keep getting them.
Urges don't die.
Have to take care of your sleeping positions.
That little" turn big guy' start to work when your start to sleep.
wim Hoff breathing works very well.
Cold shower has become a daily habit.
Podcast,logical things attract your attention. Useless shitty movies don't.
Some guys here on nofap suggesting me to have sex, since it is been really long I haven't. Should I go for it, please let me know.
I have been looking for something some other communities like nofap , suggest me if you know any. Regarding other good habits.
This community is really awesome, I don't find any posts after 400+ or 500 + days to boost myself up, but I managed to see people doing great in there 30,90 streak. I got pump up by them.
Done.
Remaining in next thread.
Have you achived your goal?Don't give up keep the streak you will come out of this world into a different world