400 DAYS of NOFAP

gentleman_2 said:
One more petal in the crown
Day 404 today.
Hello hope u all are doing good.
Never I felt the this much need to connect to myself like I am feeling now.
It's 2:09am currently. No sleep.
I have this strange urge going in my mind to do something great.
Something real great.hard to achieve.
I am very much disconnected with temporary happiness or to show someone the fake happy side of me.but I am not sad or depressed.
I keep talking, I socialise , I see women responding, I feel no serious worry about anything.no suicidal thoughts.
But I have this race going inside of me to achieve and to succeed.
It is little hard for me to identify how I am feeling.but I am not sad, and I don't have any guilt.
visualization is improved a lot, I keep asking questions to Buddha, last week I saw his face so clearly, like I opened my eyes to something new, I was meditating.
I saw how my dream house is going to look like, I saw it so clearly,i was in the car coming to my house. I never saw something that clear since I started meditating, and I saw it with no second thought going or no realisation that it is imagination,it seems real like a flashback looks in movies.
One insect keep coming to my body whenever I am having time with myself,thoughtless.
It happens Always ,the same insect.
A dog out of the blue ,so frequently when I am alone at outside at night come to me, I feed him.
May be there is hole in this materialistic world we don't see but when enters such things begin to happen.
Last month I saw I falling star , I was with my friend he was facing me and talking, I never saw that big star falling so slowly. And when I told him he turn , at the same time it disappeared.
I got friendship day massage by my crush at 7 am ,no one wished me that early.i wake up at 9 am.
That was interesting,she again text me another day on my second number.
I think I have entered in the different zone.
Let's see if miracle happens.i will surely post , if it does.
Tip:
Here At day 400 complements doesn't matter but you keep getting them.
Urges don't die.
Have to take care of your sleeping positions.
That little" turn big guy' start to work when your start to sleep.
wim Hoff breathing works very well.
Cold shower has become a daily habit.
Podcast,logical things attract your attention. Useless shitty movies don't.
Some guys here on nofap suggesting me to have sex, since it is been really long I haven't. Should I go for it, please let me know.
I have been looking for something some other communities like nofap , suggest me if you know any. Regarding other good habits.
This community is really awesome, I don't find any posts after 400+ or 500 + days to boost myself up, but I managed to see people doing great in there 30,90 streak. I got pump up by them.
Done.
Remaining in next thread.
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Congratulations on 400+
 
awesome result could you share some wisdom, I reached 120 days ,relapsed with escort- and then 5 orgasms with porn, especially that 5 was bad... my main fear is that if I resume sexual relations with girls I will be loosing far too more energy. And I will be back to square zero ,have you found any solution to this? I dont want to become monk for the rest of my life- sex is beautiful (of course with adequately beautiful woman, in and out)
 
BigBallOfFire said:
awesome result could you share some wisdom, I reached 120 days ,relapsed with escort- and then 5 orgasms with porn, especially that 5 was bad... my main fear is that if I resume sexual relations with girls I will be loosing far too more energy. And I will be back to square zero ,have you found any solution to this? I dont want to become monk for the rest of my life- sex is beautiful (of course with adequately beautiful woman, in and out)
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try not to tense the situation...relax yourself..you are still at a better situation..just settle down..understand that porn is and will be only harmful, to you and yourself..quit it..and you will go again..liiving a happy healthy and non guilty life
 
gentleman_2 said:
Urges don't die.
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Isn't that the truth. Did you find the rest of your life got better strictly bc of NoFap? Or did you have to make other personal changes as well? I want to have relations with women, but due to fear of repeating old mistakes I don't even try. So in a way its like being a monk, but I haven't made any real commitment to staying celibate.

Also have you tried any type of fasting? I just started an alternate day routine, not for weight loss but for psyche health.
 
gentleman_2 said:
try not to tense the situation...relax yourself..you are still at a better situation..just settle down..understand that porn is and will be only harmful, to you and yourself..quit it..and you will go again..liiving a happy healthy and non guilty life
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true youre right. Its my 19 attempt to achieve 100 days, this time I succeeded and in the past I had good streaks like 72 days too... this time went for 120 days also no alcohol caffeine healthy food, active physically ... my life is mostly healthy now, far more healthy than miserable people from my work... but I am still not satisfied, I still felt this lowered energy after several orgasms... I guess this is unavoidable and I should stick to having sex only with women, eliminate porn at all. I was more excited for the instant gratification from porn than a real sex which tells me I am still NOT there. I instantly jumped back on the healthy living wagon again, its just that.. I felt no satisfaction. I wanted to celebrate 120 days, instead it felt like a failure in a way.
 
TheGambler said:
Isn't that the truth. Did you find the rest of your life got better strictly bc of NoFap? Or did you have to make other personal changes as well? I want to have relations with women, but due to fear of repeating old mistakes I don't even try. So in a way its like being a monk, but I haven't made any real commitment to staying celibate.

Also have you tried any type of fasting? I just started an alternate day routine, not for weight loss but for psyche health.
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the besy change i have evr made for myself is nofap..and i am proud i decided to go with it..other than nofap i have develope a habit of meditation for mental stability .i have a huge effect, on my way of taking my surrounding. go intiate , talk to women , you are not the old person anymore, let the mistake happens, then only you will know how to improve. if you are not fapping you will not feel the same guilt anymore while making eye contact.
 
BigBallOfFire said:
true youre right. Its my 19 attempt to achieve 100 days, this time I succeeded and in the past I had good streaks like 72 days too... this time went for 120 days also no alcohol caffeine healthy food, active physically ... my life is mostly healthy now, far more healthy than miserable people from my work... but I am still not satisfied, I still felt this lowered energy after several orgasms... I guess this is unavoidable and I should stick to having sex only with women, eliminate porn at all. I was more excited for the instant gratification from porn than a real sex which tells me I am still NOT there. I instantly jumped back on the healthy living wagon again, its just that.. I felt no satisfaction. I wanted to celebrate 120 days, instead it felt like a failure in a way.
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congrats on that.i think the sexual energy functions well only in two ways, when it is to be used against the opposite sex or transmuting it to other aspects of your life. you can mix salt in your coffee, but it will not taste good. just like that you can use PM for instant gratification but you body will start draining energy.keep the strike going. well done.
 
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Man, that's just awesome, you keeping this bad ass streak and talking like it's nothing. Wish I knew how to do it. I see you're into meditation and Buddhism. I recently read the Teachings of Buddha, it didn't really resonate inside me. But to you, it seems it does.

Much love please always support us with guidance, it's an honor and a pleasure having you with us in this forum. :emoji_heart:
 
gentleman_2 said:
congrats on that.i think the sexual energy functions well only in two ways, when it is to be used against the opposite sex or transmuting it to other aspects of your life. you can mix salt in your coffee, but it will not taste good. just like that you can use PM for instant gratification but you body will start draining energy.keep the strike going. well done.
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thank you brother I was never as sure of my path that I am now! healthy living and brahmacharya is the way! :]

perhaps tons of peepz asked this before but : could you maybe elaborate a bit of what were the milestones for you? how much of this stuff changes after 200 days? and then like 500? does it get better?

for me the biggest shock was a 100% elimination of social anxiety. It did not made me extrovert [im a natural introvert] but it did eliminated that residual fear of talking that was always there.

in terms of confidence- the biggest one is the one you dont notice... when I got cold I went to a health store and asked a super attractive chic whether they have this brand of turmeric here.. she gave me it and I said thanks. Now, plenty of times before when I was there I was always avoiding her, as she is 9/10 HB easily.. super attractive. This time I not only did not hesitated, was super smooth but didnt even thought about what I was doing. And she was receptive. I felt like I could ask her out right there and then and care no more if she accept or not - now, THATS masculine energy!

I could sense emotions of women hitting my subtle body/aura, like they were bouncing off me. It was pleasant. I was unmoved by them. They also notice this weird strength. This practice make me very sensitive but also very strong. :)

I wonder how quickly my body will bounce back to the state I was around day 120 before that poor 6 orgasms weekend ;/
 
safa61947 said:
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Man, that's just awesome, you keeping this bad ass streak and talking like it's nothing. Wish I knew how to do it. I see you're into meditation and Buddhism. I recently read the Teachings of Buddha, it didn't really resonate inside me. But to you, it seems it does.

Much love please always support us with guidance, it's an honor and a pleasure having you with us in this forum. :emoji_heart:
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Thank you brother, we all learn from each other so you have as much to teach me as I can teach you. Pleasure to be here, sir!
 
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