42 days without P. - male, 16 y/o

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  1. Kernkraft

    Kernkraft Fapstronaut

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    The last streak lasted 17 days, then i relapsed. I hated myself and everything, started to use M and P as an outlet for my frustration.
    But then, 44 days ago, i discovered the NoFap community, and created this account.
    Thanks some people on this community, i gained a lot of motivation to finally set and end my p. addiction. Over the last 42 days i learnt a lot about myself and my surroundings, emotions and the things in life that should be appreciated. I have to add, that this is not the first time i went over a month without PM, as i had a streak last year, which lasted two and a half months.
    Now i finally again did 37 days without PM, but at day 38, i really wanted to M, i was sure it would feel better, and would give me some hint in which direction everything should go next. After i masturbated, i did not any stress-relief or anything, i did not feel anything. Also i have to add that i did not ejaculate, this may be the main reason i did not feel anything. After that i thought, maybe i should masturbate, without P, every 38 days, before i get trapped in P addiction, but i will not do that, since it does not bring me any pleasure, satisfaction or whatsoever. I also considered a addiction shift since the day i started this streak, but i know this is not the way to do it/ to overcome my P addiction.
    Now some things that achieved during my streak up until this point:
    1. I am able to hold eye contact with both female and male persons as well as starting and holding conversations, although is still have to work on last. Before, i was not able to do that.
    2. Enjoying the things in life that really matter to me, like nature and music.
    3. Less stress when around people, because i am more confident in myself and could not care less about the dumb things people do/ say out there.
    Of course, 42 is nothing compared to the huge journey life is, however i am confident that i can end the things that are holding me back, although it may take a while.
    I always try to look at everything from a rational and scientific point, the same applies to NoFap. I consider my NoFap experience like a scientific experiment.

    This text turned out a lot longer than i intended it to be, also i apologize for any misspellings, since English is not my native/first language.
    Stay strong people, the journey is long.
     
  2. Bobske

    Bobske Fapstronaut

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    Way to go!
    Very good that you discovered this at 16 already.
    Master of yourself!
    Every journey has a beginning with a first step, 42 is great. Keep it up forever
     
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  3. GermanGladiator

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    Keep going. Its nice to see that many other young man besides me discovering how bad porn really is. You will get what you want as long you are fighting for it.
     
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  4. Java123

    Java123 Fapstronaut

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    Any probelm to musterbate while in porn recovery?
     
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  5. Kernkraft

    Kernkraft Fapstronaut

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  6. Kernkraft

    Kernkraft Fapstronaut

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    I agree with you, porn is damaging in a lot of ways. The fight is hard, but everyone can and will succeed with a fitting strategy.
     
  7. Kernkraft

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    Do you mean in terms of erections? If so, than i can say that i did not have any problems with that. But as i mentioned, i did not masturbate until day 38, which definitely contributes to clearing the brain, if done correctly and fitting for the persona. Hope that is the answer you wanted.
     
  8. jcl1990

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    You are very fortunate to come across this knowledge at such a young age. Stay clear of porn and masturbation for your whole life, there is no need for porn and masturbation. It just tires out the body and there is no connection with another person
     
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  9. Kernkraft

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    I absolutely agree with you. There are no benefits to draw from porn and masturbation for me. In the last few weeks i learned a lot about porn addiction as well as masturbation addiction. I just have to stay strong and keep on fighting.
    Thank you for your reply.
     

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