I started on May when I dated an amzing women and couldnt get a solid erection around her. I had few short relationships and never had Solid erections enought to have sex. I realised that I had a seriouse problem. I started edjucating myself with this website, what led me to a 115 days streak. I started dating girls and communicate well with them. than somehow I was sad that I didnt had sex and O in 115 days. So I relapsed 3 times in a period of 4 weeks. But I didnt break. I moved on. Yesterday I was with a prostitute and O from a handjob (I have a foot fetish and her feet were amazing). Didnt O from sex yet, but I had succesfull sex. I hope that with time I will be able to O from intercourse. I did only one position with her on top of me. maybe with a different position I will O. I was so happy that I have O with a woman, rather than my own hand in front of a screen. I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN HAS CHANGED FOR GOOD. I am running everyday. Im pro-active and productive. I lose weight and gaining muscle everyday. Im looking for dates, instead wasting my time and energy on PMO. my foot fetish is still on, but in a good healthy kink-way, rather than the femdom porn that iv whatched. Now I need to find a partner to have true intimacy with. Than, Im sure that I will O through Intercourse. I dont want to just O from prostitutes feet and handjob, even though It felt AMAZING to O from A womans touch. I FEEL LIKE I DESERVE INTIMACY NOW. I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO LIVE. I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD. I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO EXPLORE MY SEXUALLITY. Do you want to feel it too? NOFAP
Congrats bro! Keep it up. I am also looking forward for a good partner to have a good sex. My libido and sexual drive is back to normal, or maybe halfway there but I really feel that I am getting adjusted. Yesterday I had so intense urge that I felt like my body was exploding, really. But the key is to just don't touch it! When I read that sexual power was one of the biggest force and energy in human, I was sceptic. But now, yoo, I am like supercharged V8.
The prostitutes and saying you deserve intimacy seems to slightly clash to me. Might be an idea to stop seeing them also.
