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5 WEEKS of P.M. (which turned to P.M.O.) - succesfully finished! (and now reaching to 90 days!)

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by stormtrooper66, Jul 30, 2017.

  1. stormtrooper66

    stormtrooper66 New Fapstronaut

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    Hello there!

    It´s the first time I´m trying this challenge. I intended to do this challenge without Porn and Masturbation first, but finally it was also without Orgasm. I´ll explain later why :) However, I succesfully finished my first 5 weeks! :)

    Why I decided to try it?
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    Sometimes I was sick of masturbating only with porn or pics from the internet, facebook etc.
    (on the other hand, most of the time I masturbated to videos of lesbians, solo girls and more "real sex" porn; I watched harder videos sometimes, but not so much and things like anal, deepthroat or some brutal technics didn´t interest me at all) - but I know, IT´S STILL PORN!

    2) One year ago I dated a girl about a month. We tried to have sex twice, first time it was after party, I was pretty wasted, so it didn´t surprised that my cock was like a jelly :D But second time I was sober and when she put it to the mouth, it happened again.
    I don´t think, that Porn or masturbation was the only reason of this (nervousness, pressure from my friends "to fuck her", and so on), but still I think it´s one of the reasons. And I want to prevent this next time!

    3) And finally, I wanted to try if I can do it, to control myself and how far I can get and if really there are some of the "superpowers" I read about on this forum :)

    And how was last 5 weeks? Luckily I didn´t feel urge to fap so much, first 10-14 days went pretty good, after that I felt the need to jerk off sometimes, but I was stronger (yeah bitch!).
    The thing that scared me, were the dreams! About 5 times I had dream that I failed, in this dreams I watched porn and masturbate, horrible! Luckily, everytime I woke up, no wet dreams at all, so great!

    And now, why my first intention was to do only P.M. and finally it turned to P.M.O. I think, that orgasm itself in this challenge is not bad (wet dreams, sex and others). I don´t have a girlfriend or friend with benefits to have sex with and I absolutelly don´t want to pay for a hooker or escort.
    But what attracted me, was erotic massage! In short, naked girl gives you a massage and a handjob at the end!
    So I went there, my masseuse was a really nice redhead, I had NURU massage (massage mainly with her body, not hands). It was really, really great experience, not because of the handjob, but because of the touches, presence of a nice girl and because of the beauty of the body, AND IT WAS REAL, NOT ONLINE!
    And why it turned to P.M.O.? I didn´t ejaculate! :) Maybe there was much oil and my penis wasn´t so sensitive, maybe I´m not used to handjob from another person, but how I said, IT WAS AMAZING!:)

    So what are the results? I think, that I don´t have any superpowers or that I´m extra handsome and attractive out of nowhere :) But I think I´m not so anxious (for example that I don´t have girlfriend or sex) as before, sometimes I noticed that girls look at me more and I think that my confidence is better now :)

    BUT MY MAIN PURPOSE WAS TO QUIT PORN AT ALL AND MASTURBATION FOR 90 DAYS! ( a kind of detox:) )

    It means, that maybe after these 90 days I will masturbate again, but WITH NO PORN AND NOT SO OFTEN! When I´ll mastubate again sometimes, I want it real, with my thoughts, not to stare at the computer like a hungry dog!

    So that´s it, thanks for reading and I will be very grateful for your advices, experience and thoughts! :) I will continue with P.M. (and maybe with P.M.O., who knows :D) and I´ll let you know!

    P.S. - I know it´s different than usual (especially with that massage and the opinion about masturbation in future), but I think and feel THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY FOR ME! :)

    P.S. 2 - the massage was kind of reward that I finished school, get a new job, finished those 5 weeks and also sexual relief :)
     
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  2. SkyFallBack

    SkyFallBack Fapstronaut

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    Congrates man! Where'd you possibly get Nuru in the states anyway?
     
  3. Bobeed

    Bobeed Fapstronaut

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    So are your erections improving now?
     

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