5 years struggle, severe HOCD, TRANSEXUAL porn

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  1. dr_persistent

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    Thank you, I am very glad you like it and I hope it will really help somebody :D
     
  2. Translation of @PetterLED 's post:

    "Hi friend, great story, I must admit I've also fallen into watching transexual porn, in fact it's been a huge problem for me for the last years, I can be without watching it for small periods like 2 or 3 weeks but regretfully I keep falling, I've now arrived to NoFap and I hope to make it, your story is really inspiring and I hope to have a success story like yours in the future, thanks friend."

    Translator note: awesome story @dr_persistent! Truly inspiring.
     
  3. dr_persistent

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    @PetterLED I can tell you 100% sure that you can overcome it, believe me if I can, everybody can do it. Only thing that is important is persistence!!! Remebmer it, there are going to be very hard days, just ask :D
    @TheSpaniardDude thanks a lot for translation, I appreciate it very much
     
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  4. ChronicAbstainR

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    whoa.... thanks for sharing... if i can offer anything, hill sprints (after warm up) mixed with pull ups push ups and squats is great life force regenerative activity... thanks
     
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  5. JHT98

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    Great story bro! Your story is exactly how I'm feeling myself now. I'm on a 2 day streak without PMO now so it's still a very long way to go, but your story will give me huge motivation! I believe that I can beat the H-OCD and porn addiction. Thanks a lot bro and wish you all the best!
     
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  6. dr_persistent

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    Hi, and thanks a lot, just stay calm. This are just some stupid thoughts, sooner you realize it, sooner you are going to be free.
     
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  7. Tommy_0113

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    ha, best post ever. Made me laugh at times, but nodding in agreement whilst doing so. thanks!
     
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  8. Porn is trash

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    Hi I'm 16. Thanks for this post. I've been in NoFap for 13 days and I've searched all types HOCD recovery stories and sometimes they made me feel better but other times, I would read comments of people who doesn't know what is HOCD made me feel bad. I have HOCD since 2 almost two months ago. After reading your story I'm going to stop searching HOCD stuff, all you said, I've been expiriencing it, I no longer enjoy my life. I'm on day 3 of my reboot. I will keep in mind all your advises. Really thank you for this, after reading it I'm a bit more calm, hope some day I will recover from this shit.
     
  9. Youyou

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    Hi, excellent job man, indeed the brain exhaustion related to all these years of addiction have caused all these delusional and compulsive thought disorders that are devastating at the time, unfortunately this is the case with millions of people...
    By dint of seeing pornographic images and videos, our brains end up putting us in doubt and making us completely sick and psychotic, while the real problem is simply the state of weakness and enormous anxiety caused by these years of addiction...
    You were lucky to do the right research and become aware of the real cause of the problem ("PMO"), many people don't know it and end very badly...
    These compulsive thoughts magically leave after we stop the PMO.
    Congratulations for your journey, courage for the future because the fight is long and difficult for the brain to rebalance itself after these years of addiction, withdrawal is long and the symptoms are very hard to live, force you to do it ;)
     
  10. dr_persistent

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    The biggest problem of today's world is there is too much excitement served in front of us, we don't think anymore how does the fastest car in the world sounds, you can find it on youtube by 2 clicks. Every song you want to listen you can listen in just a few seconds, we have social networks so we can contact anybody in just a few seconds, we don't have to travel 1000 km trip to visit somebody anymore because we have webcams so i want to say that it is actually normal that a lot of young people and some older ones have problems with artificial stimulation. Why would you spend few months of your time trying to get some girl to like you and to kiss her when you can have same girl naked in just a few moments. It isn't just porn, the problem is much much bigger.
     
  11. giorom

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    Hi friend, can you give me more information on 1) ERP (Exposure and Response Prevention) for OCD

    2) which way you have cure yourself from feanr of omosessuality, transessuality

    3) ERP how you help on your omsessual fearing?

    4) I have read OCD give you many thinks on your fear as transessual and make you a lot of questions in your mind

    Can you tell as you can reduce the questions you done and as you have reduce OCD in your case?


    Regards



     
  12. Despicable me

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    Like you said: You should write a book about it!
     
  13. Bobbyone

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    This is such a great article.
    Two thing I would recommend.
    1. Write a book
    2. Invite God in your life and point others to Him.
    - It gets easier to overcome negative thoughts, emotions and activities when you know that there is a higher authority you are accountable to who is Omniscient and Omnipresent.
     
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  14. FrenchOliver

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    thanks for the advices bro ^^
     
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  15. Advocate109

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    A key to getting over HOCD is letting go. Dont be afraid to be gay essentially (easier said than done i know).
     
  16. Advocate109

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    I can help a little bit here
    1. ERP for HOCD goes like this essentially
    Thought: "oh shit i just checked out that guy? Didnt i? I must be gay then fuck"
    ERP counter thought:"yeah i might be gay, so what?"
    Anxiety flows.... just let it flow dont try to reason with it with thoughts like 'i couldnt be gay'. Try to avoid analysis completely.
    My therapist has set up offensive script exersizes for me do (this is some scary shit with HOCD)
     
  17. giorom

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    Hello everybody someone have answer for follow questions?,


    I asked you about informations in your post:

    ERP: if you are addicted to porn, you can't do it by using your pc, smartphone, ipad or idk what else, so NO PIXELS. Also magazines aren't going to help you.------ This things help to people with HOCD but who are not addicted to porn.-----


    1) if you use porn pc, porn magazine is because I have HOCD or because I'm porn addicted and why?

    2) I need an example how to use ERP against HOCD ?


    3) People that teasing me give a lot of problems. When I return my house I thinking them alla time. What do you think to avoid about this?

    4) Another problem is when I approach girls. Before to approach them I'm immaginati bad situation where girl have bad reaction and I'm not unable to manage it. Or a male friend of this girl come near to push me.
    What do you think about this and how to use ERP to stop imaginative ossesion thinking and have good manage situation when approach girl with male friends ?
     
  18. Advocate109

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    1. Well for me, it's both. I just stopped using it in general (or at least trying to stop )
    2. The generalization i gave above is all I'm comfortable giving on this since I am not an ocd therapist.
    3. Elaborate a little.
    4. I think this is more of a confidence thing than OCD here. Try NoFap for a couple weeks see if that boosts ur confidence. Again I dont wanna give erp since I'm not a therapist
     
  19. dr_persistent

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    Hey man, you can send me a private message about what is bothering the most if you don't feel comfortable to write it here. Thanks :)
     
  20. Henri123

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    Hi dr presistent your story is very motivation for me i am struggling with this now i am 22 yars old i have now zero libido abaout girls but when i watch tranny porn my penis is hard i had been many times with tranny escorts and i feel horrible i didnt like now i have hocd i have always love like females i was very horny to girls now zore i dont have sexual desire to women i dont have attraction to women and i feel terrible i look a hot girl in road and i pressit to be horny but nothing it cause me distress i feel discause to myself i wish thet i had not seen tranny porn 3 yars ago that cause me these i always was hypersexual to girls i liked very much i was in love now zer i dont now what to do i forc myself to get thought about me having sex with girls but nothing zero libido and i have one question for you did your libido came back fully
     

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