50 day challenge PMO

I’m on this journey of my 50 day challenge PMO and not just that but to be free forever from porn and master bating I have been really addicted to lesbian porn for years and not just messed me up but mentally has messed me up the way I feel emotional too I have been using this brain drug as my escape to get away from my hurt that I bury deep inside and I really hate myself over it there are a bunch of reasons I’m done with PMO for good and I seek the women in porn too be loved because I don’t feel loved and I wasn’t to be loved that is why my porn habit has been my addiction for so long I hate it and when these women have sex I have like they love me too it’s crazy I feel like I’m feeling better loved the way I want too be but then after I’m back in the real world I’m done with lesbians porn