50+ days in but have been going to see hooker. Relapse???

Hello everyone!

So I have abstain from porn and masturbation for 54 days now. But on day 24 and day 47 I have seen a hooker and yes I released while feeding my "porn fantasy" desires. I know this is a slip because hookers are just like porn, but just a reallife act instead of a pc.

Right now I'm 54 days on nofap and 7 days on no pmo. I am planning to keep my streak clean for ever and only have sex with a woman I love which I don't have at the moment. How should I consider my situation? I have been doing a 100 days clean no pmo before and I should be in a deadly flatline right now which I'm not. I had a flatline for only 2 weeks or so. In my previous streak I had a flatline of 75 days.

I don't know how I should look at my streak right now. I absolutely don't feel like I'm at square one. I also don't feel like I'm in a big streak. The small benefits are still running, but I am waiting for the big benefits which strated to come on day 95 on my previous streak.