50 days!

Hello everyone!

I just reached day 50 on my no PM journey. So 50 days without edging, porn, masturbation. But I had 3 orgasms. Always with the same girl. And that doesn't bother me.

I'm writing this mainly for myself. I want to be able to go back and learn from this milestone. Looking back, it's been a wonderful jounrey.

In the beginning it is hard. Specially first 2 days. Then the first 2 weeks. Then I might add the first 2 months, but we're still a bit away.

It takes effort, time and change of habits. It is not all pleasant as anyone will tell you. Currently I'm exepriencing withdrawal symptoms such as loss of energy, stuffed chest, poor sleep, flatline and general lethargy, but I'm sure these will pass. Nothing will be as hard as the first 2 days. I'm sure.

However, all the bad things aside, doing noFap for 50 days feels liberating. I'm so free, not being a slave to porn, masturbation, not being a victim of lust and my poor habits. No matter how bad it gets, the upside, this sense of ease, is so exciting. It is a deeper feeling than everything else I'm experiencing and this depth is what is telling me than I'm doing great, that I will sucessfully fight through this.

I wish for everyone to be able to achieve this and much much more. Stay strong brothers, we are in it together

 

Thank you