It's been a while since I've updated. But for all you new folks, i just want you to know....that peace is just around the corner. It's almost there. Keep going...don't give up. Fix your eyes on better things, purer things, happier things and wonderful things. It's been 1 year and 6 months of no PM for me (married). Progress is not linear but i want you guys to know that quitting is the best thing that's happened to me. Peace is priceless....I'll repeat that. Peace is priceless. No false sense of pleasure will make me go back. Things aren't always easy, but nothing worth keeping is easy. Stay strong. If you need to lean on something then do it. Whether it be God, family or positive influences. For me It's been God and family that's brought me back. All things can be new again. Let peace and joy reign!