Appleseraphim
Fapstronaut
Day 1
The longest I have every stayed without PMO was 30 days and I am 32 years old. That's how low I have always been in my fight against addiction of mustubation and porn. I started masturbation around the age of 7 and porn around the age of 14.
6 months challenge is a very big challenge nearly impossible for me considering that regardless of all my struggles to get rid of PMO for years I haven't managed to stay sober for even 31 days. However, I know for sure this challenge though presumably hard to achieve, it isn't impossible and today I am clinging to this possibility of achieving this.. not as a bagger of the mercy from the addiction itself, but as the master who is able to realize that enough is enough and give the necessary strength and authority to overcome whatever is blocking the way towards growth and development.
I believe writing on this forum, in this section, everyday of this 6 months challenge will be necessary for me as it reaffirms my commitment towards this goal to myself. If 6 months seems too much for me to be writing everyday here, then at least asking myself to be writing here for the first 90 days won't be asking alot.
The longest I have every stayed without PMO was 30 days and I am 32 years old. That's how low I have always been in my fight against addiction of mustubation and porn. I started masturbation around the age of 7 and porn around the age of 14.
6 months challenge is a very big challenge nearly impossible for me considering that regardless of all my struggles to get rid of PMO for years I haven't managed to stay sober for even 31 days. However, I know for sure this challenge though presumably hard to achieve, it isn't impossible and today I am clinging to this possibility of achieving this.. not as a bagger of the mercy from the addiction itself, but as the master who is able to realize that enough is enough and give the necessary strength and authority to overcome whatever is blocking the way towards growth and development.
I believe writing on this forum, in this section, everyday of this 6 months challenge will be necessary for me as it reaffirms my commitment towards this goal to myself. If 6 months seems too much for me to be writing everyday here, then at least asking myself to be writing here for the first 90 days won't be asking alot.